Mind Boggling
Graduation is approaching faster than I expected. No matter how many times I say I want to get out of high school already, it’s a scary thought. I kinda wish I had just a couple more weeks for it all to set in. I was called in yesterday to an administrator’s office where they informed me that I was Salutatorian and that I had to start preparing my speech. It has to be “two to three minutes long.” I have absolutely no clue what I will talk about or how to even start! I’m don’t have anything against speaking to a large audience and that is partly because I was in drama for all three years in middle school.
The only thing I am worried about is the content of my speech. What will I talk about? What education has done for me? Who my biggest motivation was? Last advice to my classmates? I don’t know what to say to everyone. But I guess I’ll figure it out. I guess it just really hit me today that graduation is just around the corner because I was discussing Senior Award’s night with my college counselor.
My only goal in school right now is to just pull up my grades for the final report card. I have two A’s and two C’s. I’m hoping to keep the A’s and pull up my C’s to at least B’s. I’ll talk to my teachers and I’m sure we can work something out. :)
On a lighter note, I was in a surprisingly good mood today! Nothing seemed to bother me today and I found that strange but comforting. I found it easy to talk to people I was texting. The conversations just seemed to carry on on their own and it felt nice! My weekend is semi-planned out. Have a Movie date Saturday night and I’m going to Lake Pyramid on Monday. I just need to find something to do on Sunday, but I’m probably just going to use that to catch up on missing work. Overall, my week is ending on a good note! :D
Changed my mind. If I’m going to do this, then I’m going to go through with it completely. If only I could not come to school all week. I’m tired of all these fake ass people! I’m so done with them. I guess I’m no different from them right? I walk around these halls with a fake smile for them. Even those I really dislike. There are very few people in this school that I genuinely like because they are themselves and they don’t change who they are depending on who they are around. I just need to get away for a while. But I can’t be absent from school for the remainder of classes, so till then, I will keep my contact to the bare minimum. When I get home today I plan on deactivating my Facebook again. Anyone important who wants to talk to me has my number. Usually I only do it for a week, but I want to see how long it will take me this time. It’s not like anyone notices that I’m gone anyway. So yeah.
